Thursday, March 10, 2011

Klimaks bulan ini

Maret baru tanggal 11 tapi gue udah klimaks banget. Hari ini gue sekolah dengan mata sembab karena tadi malem gue nangis berkepanjangan. Berkali kali ngga bisa napas sampe gue mikir gue bakal mati sekarang. Sakit banget denger semua omongan orang itu. Tega banget ngomong kaya gitu. Emang gue sebagai pacar ga boleh ya minta dipekain? Kalo alesan dia berubah cuma karena gue pernah ngelakuin kesalahan, everybody made a mistakes 'rite? Is it an unforgiven mistakes if I almost in love with another guy who care about me when my man didn't even care about me? And is it a mistakes if I can't continue with that other guy because I can't lie that I can't replace my man with that other guy? I am jerk, I know, my man said that.

I can't imagine how this relationship would be if both of us can't give this relationship a wonderfull love story. I'm jelalous of course, to everybody who can love and be loved with their patner. Don't you see that I was the girl who just wants to be loved? Not only love, but being loved too? I want a lot of from you because you never give me what I only want. I just want to be the one for you, a place where you can tell me about your day, your condition, a place you can story everything without hiding something. Don't you see that I just want to be useful?

I maybe not the perfect. But you choose me. Why never try to make me happy? I'm not a robot whose never felt anything.
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